What do you do when you realize you have everything you've ever wanted but you still feel empty? What do you do when everything around you is falling apart? The second part of Moby's autobiography is a journey into the dark labyrinth of fame and the demons behind the celebrity lifestyle. In the summer of 1999, the album "Play" was released, which defined the millennium and catapulted the artist to superstardom. He suddenly found himself hanging out with David Bowie, Lou Reed and Madonna, taking ecstasy for breakfast (most days), drinking vodka (every day) and having sex with models (a little more rarely). It was a diet she couldn't sustain for long. And then, everything fell apart. Titled the book after a lyric from his song, Extreme Ways, he candidly reveals his struggle with depression and abuse. He does not hide that he thought of death as redemption and begins the book by describing how he wanted to end his life.